Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Of A Bucket, A Brand & A Kid

On Valentine's day I wanted to sleep with a married man. I was sure one would pick me on his way home to deliver roses and gifts to his beloved wife. I fantasized  of the moment when  having sex I would imagine the flowers and wine on the backseat were meant for me. That, for me, would have been the perfect welcome back to the street after an absence of about a week. I had been out due to a cold and a bruise I suffered after a silly fight the other weekend. Well, it happened, but the man was one of those who don't believe in the hullabaloo about Valentine so he didn't have any flowers for the wife. He actually thought he was doing me a favor by sleeping with me on Valentine's day, and wanted to enjoy my services free of charge.

Enough of him. Now I wish to say a thing or two about some of the comments on the blog. I know this is not the way to do it, but they have accumulated and I don't spend enough time online to respond to them as they come. A persistent theme in quite a number of  comments has been about my identity and genuineness. There is nothing much to say about that. But truth, by its nature cannot, be contained for long; it always has a way of getting out .

And perhaps other than  inviting someone to enjoy my sex services; there is no foolproof way to prove I am Sue. That's possible. I have actually received countless offers from readers of this blog who wish to buy my services. But one of the ironies of this blog is that I am somehow afraid of sleeping with my readers. Seeing that they know so much  about me, and my personal philosophy, I always imagine it would be an awkward nasty experience. I met one man who contacted me through the blog and we had a rather uncomfortable time.Then again it makes nonsense of my aim to build a brand. What use is a brand if it does not translate to economic gain? The street is becoming more and more competitive each and every day. The reason I had to go back to the streets on Valentine's day, though I was not fully recovered. The more I stayed away, the more I lost touch with men, girls & trends.Hence the  less competitive I became. A brand is supposed to give me an edge, to at least bring in more customers. The customers are coming but I am turning them down. The brand, if any,  as of now is of no value; at least in terms of my core business. Maybe I diversify to something else of which I have no idea at the moment. ( Selling my customers t-shirts reading ; I went to Sue and all I got was this lousy t-shirt, pleasure & no disease). Perhaps when hit hard by competition I will have no option but to pitch myself to those who read this. Well I almost digress but I meant to say there might be no way to prove myself in the present circumstance.  And am I obliged to do so?

I have learned to acknowledge the diversity of human beings. No human being really surprises me anymore. Not even this comment on Episode 1:I can't Feel Your Thing where there was this man I told “That your thing disappears inside me, I can’t feel it at all.”

Anonymous said...

I would have told you to get your overused bucket out of my house with punches and slaps yu whore,at 2.00am,and unleashed watchmen to you who wudda torn your punany apart. January 26, 2011 4:43 PM 


Why would one treat us in such a dismissive manner? It boils down to the view that prostitutes have lost dignity of themselves. So why treat them with dignity? The truth, as impossible as it seems, is we still value ourselves. What we have done is define dignity in our own ways. We view and value sex differently. Sex is deemed to be a sacred special act. But we are seen as cheapening sex, doing away with its sanctity. I'd say almost everybody who has casual sex does it. We might be better of because we actually attach a monetary value to the act.

In the same vein verbal abuse has no effect on us or particularly me. When in practice I am rather sure of myself and ego, so even if someone told me I had a  bucket, I would smile and wave goodbye, shaking my small finger.

And don't be fooled by girls; we dont forget or accept such acts. Personally you may humiliate me, if thats the word, at that particular time of the night, but I will make sure I get back on you; however long it takes ; you will have to pay for it.

Then there was this other interesting chap;

Anonymous on January 27,2011 6:53 AM ,

What business has a whore got to do not pleasuring me yet i wil pay her....Kwanza me,i never pay them..I just pick you,munch you like 15 raos and throw you out,like the tissue you are.I dont even let you shower,i make you go with a stinky punany all the way home...There is one i met at f2,imagine she asked me 4 7k a night..by the way i bought viagra and staffed her 20 raos,then i chapaad her the next morning she left with a swollen face!!!Why charge for a punany that God gave you for free????*puts on an evil smile*



Well let me ignore the obvious untruths like "staffed her 20 raos" and look at "Why charge for a punany that God gave you for free????"  . I charge, because the punany belongs to me. Nature gives us things to help us survive, nature does not charge us, but that does not mean we should not charge. People charge for their good brains and talent which is natural. All-the-way sex is also a talent; just like painting . Not every woman can do it. I have a right to charge

In response to the above comment someone said:

Anonymous January 31, 2011 2:19 PM ..

This is the most shameless man alive. Who in 2011 talks like this???: "Kwanza me,i never pay them" take your broke ass to shags "There is one i met at f2,imagine she asked me 4 7k a night." yeah 7k. It's her biashara if you can't afford it go to Luthuli u shady ass..."Why charge for a punany that God gave you for free?" dude ur buying sex.. oops your stealing sex.. no chick out of the 17 million in Kenya can give u ass?? then your the sorriest asshole alive nkt!! get some manners.



Need I say more?  I would have loved to, but it doesn't stop there. In the same thread the interesting Anonymous continues..

Anonymous said...

 I am the anon @ 9.32am, and in my life i have bedded well over 2000 chicas...Thing is ,all pussies are the same, there is no sweeter one.I usually decieve campus gals with my flossy lifestyle, then when they follow me i chapa them like 15 raos(whole night)...then i wake them up after the last one and tell them,my wife is coming you gotta go.And i dont give them a shilling...Then go to this upcoming career women,esp bankers..esp the ones in sales.I pretend i want a loan,show them my payslip and its a key to my house where the inevitable happens..So by the time i am reaching a ho who wants 10k a night, its usually an afrodisiac coz WHY,WHY are you chargin me for what God gave you 4 free.As i am writing now, am from throwing one out 2nite @ 3.00 for refusing me an oral.Why are you peddling yourself if you cannot give me something as easy as 1,2,3.


Just a minute is there any difference between me and that man who has slept with more girls than men I have had sex with?  Feminists would say its because we are women. I am tempted to say so, but that would make me a feminist of sorts; and I am not. Let's play who is the prostitute now?

In Episode 2: Why Should I Not Open My Legs?  I talked of my wish to have a kid. A thing which, from some of the comments didn't make sense to quite a number of people.

Anonymous said...

    Why do you want a kid? January 21, 2011 12:12 AM

Anonymous said...

Interesting ...you want to nurture an empire of prostitutes or what?Dont bother getting a kid.



No, I don't want to nurture an empire of prostitutes. My kid, will have the freedom to determine his or her destiny. I dot believe its entirely impossible for me to become a good mother. I think I would even become a better mother than most in decent jobs, after all mothers get three months, or less, maternity leave, spend the days in the office and only see their children at 7pm, if there is no traffic jam. I would be spending the whole day with my kid. My work doesn't begin until around 10pm or 11pm, and then most of the days I am home by 6am.  And aren't there mothers who work night shift?  Perhaps those who doubt, think by being a prostitute I am a less caring human being. That's not true. Having seen what human beings are capable of, I would be more than caring to my kid.

Well, not to sound impolite but partially I agree with this comment; only partially;

Enigma said...
Hey Sue,go ahead and get that kid. Don't let some hypocrites dissuade you. After all,do they know for sure what their mothers were doing before they were born?? January 22, 2011 9:55 AM


But if I get the kid, there might be some awkward moments for me as suggested by Eazy;

Eazy said...
 

 "So mom, how did you and dad meet?"  January 24, 2011 12:11 AM 

We met at work.

Other concerns had to do with my ability to support the kid

Anonymous said...

Dont you think your child will be affected by your "career" you r also not going to remain forever young so this prostitution wont sustain you for long unless u have some sorta Retirement Benefits going on.. January 25, 2011 5:37 PM


True, I wont remain a prostitute forever. Actually at the rate things are going I might fade out sooner than later. I have no pension scheme, but I am already working on a plan B. Perhaps when I become uncompetitive on the streets, I should look for some sort of formal job, but how to phrase my experience on the street as a plus to the employer would be quite a deal; I have experience selling fast moving consumer goods to men?

In Episode 3: Anything At The Right Price I said I declined to have anal sex with some man. And someone commented:


Icon said...

 putting principles and prostitute together? seriously? you better consult a dictionary, the two can never go together .February 14, 2011 8:05 PM

As unimaginable as it may seem, prostitution is also based on some principles; both personal and industry principles. Prostitution does not delete the human part of us, that which makes us beings with a choice; to do A or B. That's why I declined, even if the price was right. The same way some people would decline to kill even if they were paid their twenty's salary in advance. Just remembered some other anecdote related to prostitution and principles. Will write about it soon.

To Episode 4: Survival of The Species, where I wrote about the risks of us or me getting infected with HIV. And there was this question:

Anonymous said...

What would u do if you ever get HIV? anuary 21, 2011 12:21 AM 


Well, I wouldn't want to get infected with HIV, but in the worst of circumstances I will just live positively.Many people do.Its an open secret  that some girls here on the street still practice when positive. But like I previously said I would stop working if I became positive. Not for fear of being locked up, as the minister proposed, but one of those principle things. I know how 'foolish' it is to have unprotected sex, but the few times I have done so, my instincts have served me right. There are some people, from some VCT, who make the rounds here at least once a week, and those of us willing get tested. I test every week, and so far so good,  I am not losing my guard though. Its been ages since I had raw sex.

Then there was this piece of  advice;

Anonymous said...

Start using the women CD... February 4, 2011 9:5
1 AM

I once tried and the female condoms are rather clumsy and uncomfortable. And they wont make me more appealing to my clients.


( Will reply to comments in other episodes a little later..)

42 comments:

  1. wow didn't realize that the comments got that nasty *need to read them* but that dude who kept insisting that he hits it 15 raos,please I'm sure he isn't even able to get it up ONCE,Sue keep your head up girl and seriously look at ways of exploting your brand

    ReplyDelete
  2. Keep your head up Sue, but work on that plan B before the kid comes.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Ati 15 raos??? am sure this dude gets in and cums immediately an can't even raise it up again!! His dick must be the size of my small finger when hard...stop blowing your own trumpet ass!!!!

    ReplyDelete
  4. One thing is for sure, Sue you got your head right in between your left and right shoulders and not obnoxiously up in your @ss. kudos to that.
    Just keep your head up!
    wonderman

    ReplyDelete
  5. Lol...good answers Sue. that 15 rao dude is a fraud and a weakling I bet he is the one who gets charazwad by the chics and as for those who keep judging you yet they are religiously here to read your posts, I just don't get it.

    ReplyDelete
  6. I also want to ask what the difference between Sue(who is called a prostitute ) and that dude of 15 Raos?? Truth is there is no difference so tell im to shut the hell up. If sue is a whore he is also a whore only that he gives his services for free....Very stupid guy!!!!!!

    ReplyDelete
  7. Hmmm...you could always pitch that you sell condoms (at 2k+ each) with a 'free' demonstration.

    I think you have what it takes to make it at anything you put your mind to. The path you chose is not the easiest and you stuck it out. That tenacity and drive will serve you well in plan b.

    Given any thought to setting up an establishment? Its been said that the more successful members of your trade simply setup facilities that attract a better class of clientele...

    All the best Sue.

    ReplyDelete
  8. Nothing is impossible...me i chapa 30 raos..
    JOHNIE

    ReplyDelete
  9. We have missed you Sue.... Do not forget the anecdote on prostitution and principles

    ReplyDelete
  10. u remind of a ho I once knew ...she has a blog ...Emmie at WordPress ...may my sins be forgiven.

    ReplyDelete
  11. Joinie, mayb u chapa 30 rous a year...thats is believable. But 30 per session? U know u r lying!

    ReplyDelete
  12. You may change get a "regualar" job, but once a malaya, ever one. You cant keep a guy, since you cant get close to any guy, and no guy can get close to you...emotionally. on one hand the man will just feel your staleness, and on the other hand you will get bored with him. It is laughable to talk about quitting.

    ReplyDelete
  13. 30 raos on a viag very possible ukijiamini

    ReplyDelete
  14. The 30 raos guy,thats a lie....If a man is doing 30 raos,then im sure the chic isn't getting satisfied.He's as good as jerking off.How long a man can keep it up without coming is the real test...Anywho,Sue,keep them coming,cant get enough of you.I hope your Plan B works out,honestly,I think you are too good for your current employers.As I read in a certain Swahili book called Siku Njema...."Wanaume ni wanyama".You seem to have found a way to be ok with your profession but I just cant help thinking of the horrors your and your collegues must have seen.

    ReplyDelete
  15. Am the johnie of 30 raos....My advice to guys is, make sure as you are chapain the raos remember how the freaking woman has spent your cheddah..eating pizzas,raving,going to the salon...it will make you wanna damage her punyato mbayas..MIMI NI MDINYI HATARI.(JOHNIE)

    ReplyDelete
  16. Joinie, lunatic is what u r... And am sure u think of sue 2b a slut, but u r what a slut is. There's no slut woman without pluts like u!

    ReplyDelete
  17. who says RAO, who who who? who? who?

    RA WHAT?

    ye shall know them by their language

    ReplyDelete
  18. Sue,
    am sure u have been told this a couple of time but i will say it either way,.... the life u are living is only your's. no one can tell u how to go about it. if u feel what you are doing iis right and ok by you...then so be it.. all the haters out there can go ahead and suck their own cocks if they dont understand. jeep ur head up gal... to do better.. u need haters..!

    ReplyDelete
  19. Sue, im totally addicted to your blog. keep them coming Sue. For having a kid, i dont see any problem.. u r a human being just like that corporate lady at a blue chip company.. the only difference is the fact that you actually get paid for getting phacked.. while she gets promoted for getting phacked. Gal, keep your head up, and your shoulders high... in other words, YOU GO GAL.

    ReplyDelete
  20. My goodness. Sue, you can write. It's like having a chat with an intelligent person face to face, thats what reading you makes me feel.
    You know, your responses make the hateful comments sound annoyingly foolish.
    Keep it up.

    ReplyDelete
  21. Disabuse yourself of this notion:
    "What we have done is define dignity in our own ways. We view and value sex differently. Sex is deemed to be a sacred special act. But we are seen as cheapening sex, doing away with its sanctity. I'd say almost everybody who has casual sex does it. We might be better of because we actually attach a monetary value to the act."

    sex in the domain outside of prostitution is not sacred at all; not respectful at all and the extent to which people imbibe in porn is a dehumanization of sex, bodies, humanness and the interaction of two people.

    I mean. just look at the writing, life, mind and behavior of your Anon:
    " I am the anon @ 9.32am, and in my life i have bedded well over 2000 chicas...Thing is ,all pussies are the same, there is no sweeter one.I usually decieve campus gals with my flossy lifestyle, then when they follow me i chapa them like 15 raos(whole night)...then i wake them up after the last one and tell them,my wife is coming you gotta go.And i dont give them a shilling...Then go to this upcoming career women,esp bankers..esp the ones in sales.I pretend i want a loan,show them my payslip and its a key to my house where the inevitable happens..So by the time i am reaching a ho who wants 10k a night, its usually an afrodisiac coz WHY,WHY are you chargin me for what God gave you 4 free.As i am writing now, am from throwing one out 2nite @ 3.00 for refusing me an oral.Why are you peddling yourself if you cannot give me something as easy as 1,2,3."

    can we find a more inhuman creature? he is not unusual or an outlier...there are plenty men who think in some vein of that or another. and even those who pay for a woman, or sex, do they/have they ever begun to embrace and behold the spirit inside...? my darling Sue...there are a lot of lies we all live...a common few relate to sex and who is more righteous among all who are unworthy...take and appreciate your life as you choose it...

    those who have and take choice are the loftiest of all

    I am writing as I read...and see you get to "who is the prostitute now": and what i am saying is that cad is worse and below any category we can define for a human


    further, any sensible woman knows, particularly those who are unmarried, and so therefore who have not inculcated the lie to justify, that we are all prostitutes..wives sell themselves for name and security. prostitutes for money, and those of us neither or, for the cost of an empty pride...

    and this
    "Interesting ...you want to nurture an empire of prostitutes or what?Dont bother getting a kid."

    even that is laughable. we live in a world of cogs and prostitutes. when we train to be employed what the hell is that mindless automatons???you are a prostitute. When you do work that is outside your ethics, belief, principles...HA> do you have either of those. give me a break...we are all slaves and hos for money.. no one unless and until you break away from that capitalist model has any legitimacy to talk...and the most ignorant mofos breed themselves into the world;s oblivion, so what the hell is one more.

    this is amazing. THis is why I encourage you to write Sue...to disabuse the world of their lies and cries that we all labor/belabor under.

    wake the hell up. you writing is their wake up call. you are not any less than they for any reason, and might be more than they, for your honesty...no bullshit staging of rings, and fake legitimacy...

    A woman in Power...many are not; not even those with other gender, organs and sex

    btw, there is a prostitute in her 70s somewhere google it.

    Sue. I read your responses, and it is why i embrace and support you. you are smarter than most of your readers. Do not be moved. Do not be dissuaded. But be abused of your wrong notions. you are head and shoulders even as you live your life and make money

    Cheers/Regards.Truth

    MM

    ReplyDelete
  22. Sue Sue Sue..you have a heart of steel. It takes guts to do this. I can't say keep the good work up (cos am not sure I agree with it being good work) but your attitude is one I could rent for a week or two..You are not bitter and you handle the responses quite intelligently..

    ReplyDelete
  23. sue just a question.. do you gain any emotional/ physical/ mental stimulation or satisfaction by doing what you do? alot of people will tell you kodos because you have a way of bringing out what you do in a kind of attractive way but its wrong and no amount of justification or comparison with other people or what other people do make it right, yes even comparing it with a thief being a sinner doesnt make it less of a sin or comparing with a mistress make it any right.. but besides money what do you gain from it? or have you reached a point where you cant distinguish between whats right or wrong morally? Im not out to judge you just that i think you should give life away from prostitution a chance you appear decent and can make alot more doing other things..you wrote about why you joined the street, id be interested in knowing why you joined prostitution. PS id still read your blog even when you wrote about other things and not prostitution

    ReplyDelete
  24. I've acquired the services of prostitutes on numerous occasions
    i dont see anything wrong with it,it's just sex
    i should be free to pay for it whenever i want without fear of getting arrested
    i think prostitution should be legalised
    either way it's still gonna happen

    ReplyDelete
  25. Sue, go ahead and get that baby. So many women out there get into prostitution do it to support their kids. There wouldn't much of a difference.

    Its unfortunate how many people judge u about ur choices, guess what people, its a free world, make ur own decisions. More so, if u are bugged about what sue does, look at urself. don't call anyone a whore if u have slept with more than the person u are married to (if u ever will).

    Sue, its a tough world, its not my place to judge. Do what u will to survive.

    ReplyDelete
  26. I'm one of our latest avid readers. Word of advice: Keep your head up. Let nobody push you around.

    ReplyDelete
  27. An attempt to profit directly from the brand obviously means losing the veil of anonymity. Hesitation to profit directly from the brand means you are not completely ready to lose the veil. This in turn infers one or both of two conclusions.
    1. You are not at peace with yourself and the trade
    2. You are afraid about how society will view you.

    I could be wrong.

    ReplyDelete
  28. Sue, first off, two words for you,GREAT WRITING. This though pretty much preempts a fiction script I wrote last year (unfortunately not published yet) but it gives me a lot of insight into the thoughts of a brilliant practicing, uhm, what should I call you again? Malaya? Right, though it still feels a lil awkward to me.

    Anyways, this particular malaya in my story was doing it to support her son, I bet its a story for many of you out there and I telya doing research to present the story in a realistic way was the hardest part, I actually just abandoned it and wrote from what I thought the mindset of such a person would be. I admire your story telling skills and now, you have another fan. Please keep them coming. Your stories are more authentic than anything a man could ever write about a prostitute.

    ReplyDelete
  29. hey
    i think your blog is really good, its better than some blogs that are about guys fantasies and their fake lives...you could try doing consultancy in say sex or men to clients such as clueless housewives who have no clue what male fantasies are all about

    am sue many would subscribe to the sessions you could get so many clients so much that you could open up a practice with a real office

    ReplyDelete
  30. George,

    you mean sexologist? not a bad idea.i will send my wife to sue for some sex lessons.my wife is pathetic at oral,shes learning. she was a virgin when i met her .A few times shes agreed to dodgy and i think she likes it. would love to try anal on her not sure if she will accept it. She has a nice bump.

    ReplyDelete
  31. Something inside me tells me ur not a prostitute. I have read most of ur articles and all I can say is ur one creative woman(if at all u are a woman). Try writing a fiction book and u'l see what good it will do u.

    ReplyDelete
  32. Each time i read your blog, im filled with awe and deep admiration for the person you are. For all the busy bodies turning pickle because of what you do all i can say is that we are all prostitutes, the person working the 9-5 job for 55 years sells their youth and strength to the corporate world for a pitance to the day they drop. You are your own boss, you are okay with what you do for a living, you answer to no man and that is trully awe inspiring. Keep shining :)

    Kym G

    ReplyDelete
  33. I liked the following answers of yours, from viewpoint of a human being:

    1-People charge for their good brains and talent which is natural. All-the-way sex is also a talent; just like painting . Not every woman can do it. I have a right to charge.

    2-is there any difference between me and that man who has slept with more girls than men I have had sex with?

    I should add that I am a man and live in a country that prostitution is forbidden and we will sentenced to death for adultery, so I have never met a prostitute.

    ReplyDelete
  34. I guess its a shame hundred times n more sinful to th man than th prostitute. she's tryin to make a living and if men would cease totally from cheatin or lookin for that prostitution will fade but being th oldest profession chances of that happenin are zero.

    personally i have great admiration for them. ave lived raised with a single mom while my dad lived with other wives-typical muslim n for more than 22yrs my mom saw no man-then i won't have understood but now i wish her sexual life would ave been active. we all are ppl n just cos our society turned haywire does not rid us of th need to find n feel loved.

    ave never picked a prostitute but i once watched a movie where a guy marries one n readin your blog makes me feel that th best wives are prostitutes. someone who like my mom gives up th most important thing that identifies them as human to fulfil th joy n contentment of another person-that's being selfless. now that's a good wife.

    again in this whole circle men are th rotten lot treatin women as sex objects beating psychologically tormenting them___its disgusting that i can be identified in th same bracket as th guy boasting of sleepin with thousands beatin more n not paying. i feel deep sorrow anger n oh boy___i pity them. this makes me wanna pick a prostitute to just talk n give her money. just to listen to her. guys we spend hundreds on movies clothes drinks how about we just decide not that they're beggars but treat them with decency. take her out to lunch just talk with no sex in mind n give her th money. it surely will make me feel better. won't it for you?

    ReplyDelete
  35. i have been following your blog for a while and apart from your post being informative its refreshing to hear another persons perspective of things,personally i have never had a prostitute its not because i hate them its coz i lack guts coz hell most of them are really hot and good looking.i like your blog coz in a way it resonates with a lot of us who would like to have much sex at will but being gutless conformed to what is the norm.as i have come to find out we men need a change in our thinking if i had whore for a wife cooked cleaned and made me come a thousand times and didn't mind me having sex with other women then it would be kissmit ,for how many tyms have you met men & women meant to be lions but are rained on cats?anyway if u have tips of how i could overcome this lemme know otherwise deadly job keep it coming !!!!!!!

    ReplyDelete
  36. Erotic Kenyan photos and vids http://vitukali.com

    Mature discreet romance, fun, juicy affairs in Kenya http://www.penzilink.com

    ReplyDelete
  37. I have experience selling fast moving consumer goods to men?

    I like that line. Funny

    ReplyDelete
  38. As you can see from her incredible picture, Briana is a drop dead gorgeous ebony with a delicious 36DD-22-36 figure on her 5’5 frame that will capture your attention from the moment you meet her.

    Along with that luscious long black hair, Briana has some intense brown eyes that sparkle like diamonds, especially when she’s laughing.

    Briana is available to both men and women for interesting dates in the Nairobi area. Check out this gorgeous escorts profile and get in touch with her directly to arrange a fabulous date the next time you’re in Nairobi.

    Escorts in Kenya
    Escorts in Mombasa
    Escorts in Nairobi
    Escorts in Kisumu
    Escorts in Thika
    Escorts in Nakuru
    Escorts in Machakos

    ReplyDelete
  39. If you want your ex-girlfriend or ex-boyfriend to come crawling back to you on their knees (no matter why you broke up) you got to watch this video
    right away...

    (VIDEO) Why your ex will NEVER come back...

    ReplyDelete