Monday, January 3, 2011

Episode 4: Survival of The Species

Prostitutes are said to be carefree. The reasoning being that if they can have sex with all these men in these days of HIV then they care less. But the truth is we do care. What would be the point of us making money if we wish to die? I remember reading some interesting statistics about the probability of dying in various circumstances. So for instance the probability of dying on the road was higher than that of dying of plane crush. I would say the probability of a prostitute acquiring HIV is the same or equal to that of any person in marriage or come we stay. As long as you have unprotected sex I would say the odds are similar. Having slept with enough married men, I know better than to say men respect their marriages. And I know of many married women to know they are not saints either. Getting infected with HIV is a career hazard, same way a policeman may die of a thug's bullet

Actually nature's adaptation may make the odds of acquiring HIV for a prostitute lower. There was if I remember well this Darwinian theory about the survival of the species in which there was something about an organism developing traits to help it survive or adapt to its environment. And maybe it has already happened here in Kenya. Certainly you must have heard of the HIV resistant prostitutes of Majengo. But there is more than that. Many of us have a special instsinct. Something more than the sixth sense which tells us whether to sleep with a man or not and what caution to take. However we don’t always get it right.

Men enjoy raw sex more. But you know raw sex comes with its risks. Yet some men, even married ones, are willing to put the pleasure first, take or ignore the risks and have unprotected sex with us, prostitutes. Raw sex pays more, much more. And here the instinct comes in very handy. You can tell nothing by the look of the man but you can feel it, second doubts and it’s a no. As for the men I don’t know how they tell a prostitute is clean but I bet they have no clue; it’s the foolishness of the moment.

When a man picks a girl from the street they won’t say they are going to have raw sex with her. Only when the have finished the foreplay and its time for the real thing that the girlrealize his plans. If one says no some men will be apologetic and say they had been carried away then proceed to wear a condom, while others will say they want unprotected sex and they are ready to pay for it. That’s where the special instinct comes in.

A man picked me last night and we headed to a hotel in Milimani. He worked on me smoothly with his tongue and I really enjoyed. The expectations are that knowing what people think of prostitutes a man by default will want to have protection.  But it’s not always the case. The man in this case proceeded to try penetrating me raw. I pushed him away slowly.

“Wear  a CD" I said.

“Can’t we do it like this?"

“No. Just wear a CD"

“Just tell me how much you want"

Everything about us is reduced to money. I didn’t give in. I had bad feeling about it. The wisest thing would have been to scatter and not do it even with a condom. Anyway I ended up fucking him using protection. But I still have this uneasy feeling about it and can’t wait for my monthly test.

25 comments:

  1. I hope it goes well for yu... I'm only just beginning to enjoy your blog n' look-forward to more

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  2. What would u do if you ever get HIV?

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  3. @ Johnny thanks.

    @Anonymous..well there is not much to do other than to live with it. I know many infected people who do. But I would not practice anymore.

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  4. Oh the horror. Better sharpen that 7th sense. We can't let a HIV infection get in the way of our blog. You wouldn't do that to us, would you Sue?

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  5. Sue u r just the fucking best....cant stop reading your shiit,just awesome...if u comeup with a book out of this i assure u i will b the first one to lay my hands on it n am sure it will be the Best Seller across the Globe!!!

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  6. This is a dangerous attitude... HIV is not an occupational hazard.. Even if a policemen knows the risks they take measures to protect themselves, like patrolling in pairs, having guns etc.. You're not doing yourself and Africa any favours by making light of HIV..

    Granted there are many other ways a person can dies, but putting yourself at risk deliberately is just plain stupid no matter how you explain yourself..

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  7. Dear Sue, on your 4th episode u still talking about last night and all your post so far were made on Jan 3... (questionable) u stuck on the same day or what....

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  8. Leave the dates, enjoy the story. SHOOT!!

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  9. Survival Of The Species : Sexual Selection.Darwin would definately have shewn some arrousal,mental arrousal. Atleast sue's one whore you can claim to have fucked her brains out.

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  10. Enjoying your bloggs more and more.at least you are slowly erasing the stereotype tht pokos dint get their brains right.you cn evn remembr Darwin?begs th question wht hapend in btwn.wld really like to meet you in person

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  11. Obviously.....a very interesting read. My first time here, but I have spent the mid-morning reading all the 14 episodes; but you Sue belong to, like my friend put it, Sin city 5, next to Mauve. Kudos!

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  12. Start using the women CD...

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  13. i love the rate of mental intimacy you have managed to achieve with your readers. Darwinian survival of the species fused with sexual selection and sexual seventh sense theory. i just love the mental arousal this combination brings. as always i love your blog and i love your writing too sue. hope you've already been tested and you are -ve.

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  14. A monthly HIV test, especially the rapid tests offered at your local VCT wouldn't be able to show an HIV infection acquired in the preceeding month. However it is a very good option. I would instead advise you to get a monthly HIV ELISA test (available at KEMRI Kenyatta National Hospital) this test is far more accurate - it detects the viral "dna" rather than the antibodies the body produces making it able to detect the disease far much earlier.

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  15. for this episode al just say this, be safe Sue, there are crazy pple out there, al be praying for you...c u in episode 5...

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  16. Sue be safe out there.____________.it might be useless but chant a prayer___..He cares big time

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  17. Sue, deep very deep. I especially like your comment that men get carried away by the "foolishness of the moment". What I agree with more (coz I have been there before)is that somehow deep down there is a sixth sense that tells you that a girl is clean. I know that may sound like and probably is foolishness but there is no way I can explain it. After the heat of the moment the sleepless nights you get before you counter check and you confirm you are okay are terrible....Wonder whether it is worth it!

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  18. Been there b4 n i know .pliz guyz dont be carefree.lyf is too precious to lose.

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  19. Very interesting how people are concerned about carefree sex and HIV, yet other behavioural causes of death are being ignored - Smoking kills about 5 million people a year world wide, people still keep doing it. Lack of exercise and the wrong diet kills almost every other person, people still ignore the facts. Stress is most likely another big killer. Yet people are concerned about the one damn thing that is there to enjoy....We all die one day, does it really matter that much from what?

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